Layman

Layman, what an appropriate word to describe my present attitude when compared with the past.

When a matter gains its importance, it comes with higher priority, higher expectation, more care and attention are also given. All these factors just paralyse your sensible thinkings and turn you into a sensitive layman.

This might not be 100% applicable to all, but it happens on me. So you have to be glad to find that you are / still are a layman, because you still care.

p.s. Acknowledgement to Mr. Ric for contribution of the word 'layman' and best wishes to his new adventure to the heaven.