Wish You Were Here

Curse the bathing... it made me missed your call...
Blame on you... you did not return my message...

How am I suppose to do tomorrow? I got all freak out!!!

I am a useless spineless thing...

Unanswered Question

In the past few days I have been asked loads of questions that are still hanged in the air. I wish I could give them concrete answers in an affirmative manner.

Who should find / give the answers? You? Me? They? or Us?

The Worst Hangover

It was the worst hangover I have ever had, cold sweat kept running down the spine the next day.

A short run down of what happened just to lessen the worries and angriness (if any) :-
- danced in Dragon-i; met a secondary schoolmate Karen; helped a gwailo to get the name of a pretty gal Kat; changed my name as Melody to a stranger
- throw up whatever I had drank in another pub; refuse to sit down to avoid sleeping;

I was conscious through out and kept murmuring one thing the whole night - if he knows, he must be mad at me.

Thinking

Keep thinking the whole point of being together, being deeply engaged in a relationship, solely attached to one person...

Is it to find a life long partner? or to just find an accompany to spend time with? or to produce offsprings? or to get away from loneliness? or to find a soulmate? or to find a shelter? or to look for a better life? or what?!?!?!?!

On TV

First time to see you on TV, my bro kept yelling and asked my mum to watch. I can hardly recognize your voice. It sounds much better via the telephone.

p.s. can't wait to see what is my souvenir (if any)

Photo Hunt

Which one is me?

Shall We Dance?

The dance in KL kept recurring to me, I think we should have a proper dance. Proper in a sense that, there should be no handbags, familiar music and suitable outfit.

May I?

Priority

I've told Hing my so called concern, without further explanation, she sees that it's something that I worried about... I am not a vocal person... specially it's related to my deepest thoughts.

I am no longer a 17 year old, I have no more 5 years wait and see. I have not seen many, but I have a rough idea of what I want to become... if I am ever given the chance. In estimation that I will live until 65, there are still a solid 40 years ahead. I will make my own priority.

... and that will be a surprise for many.

Lunatic

1. Pretend to buy a bracelet for a friend, but actually it is intended for myself.
2. Request nice wrapping and a greeting card.
3. Write greeting words and sign off the card in my own name.
4. Unwrap the present & the card feeling great to receive a gift.

What a psycho!!!! But... what if I only committed 1, 2 & 4... will it make myself less psychopathic??

Not in a good mood today... and I made it worse in the attempt to turn it around.

Thanks for the Card

A card has been through all the transportation across the Atlantics and finally reached my hand. A minor thought of me can make you go through all the hassles of making a card just to delivery the message ---> Today, I think of you.

I would say this is touching.

I Miss You

Someone said you will become the clouds above me, shield me from sunlight. Or change into puppy shapes outside my office window when I nearly drop dead at work...

I wish you could know... I really miss you.

Financial Calculator

Among the scarce distinctions I earned in University, Finance is the only subject I got an A aside from language classes. This simply lead my degree as BBA(FINA).

In the course of Risk Management I am taking, I felt grateful that I was in the Faculty of Business Administration, otherwise I must have difficulties in learning the concept of Regression, Standard Deviation, Time Value of Money....

I felt even more happy that I still keep my finance text book and my calculator... the financial calculator, which had helped me to have the hard earned distinction. ^-^

Lunch Chat

Had a lunch chat with one of my colleagues, and discovered my existence might be seen as a threat to someone else. Or at least pose some pressure...

I have not considered my strategic value in the company, not I want to be involved in any office politics. But seems that they are determined to drag me in.

OK. I will retain my present attitude toward everyone - to be neutral. Just hope that all the restructuring will not creat hostility... afterall, it's just a job only.

Books Collected Lately

Books bought in Kuala Lumpur
The Joke
- Milan Kundera

Ignorance
- Milan Kundera

Secret Smile
- Nicci French

Innocent House
- PD James

Penguin Lost
- Andrey Kurkov

Books bought in Hong Kong
The Wave
- Margaret Hodges

The C Words
- Mark Mason

Kuala Lumpur Trip 2005

No beach, no sunshine, no spa.
Only sleeping, good food & shopping!!
It sums up my trip to Kuala Lumpur.

It is proved again that it is not what you do that matters, it depends on who is your companion.