Friday Night

I guessed anyone will be scared off if they met me last Friday night. Honestly I did not do it purposely, I was not intentionally wanted to make you worry. I hope you will understand after the night-long explanation.

How will you expect one to react when their territory is being threatened? The right expression is "I feel I was being threatened", rather than I feel jealous or so. Whether you like her or not, clues and her actions just made me nervous. The fact that she is your very good friend just intensify the nervousness.

I wished I have explained myself well enough in that state, and I hope you have tried to understand my position. If I have the power to control myself from refraining the search, trust me I have used it for a long time, longer than you have imagined. Now it just comes to the place where suppression will only crush me, I would rather choose to face the problem head on.

I am sorry.
You are sorry.