Resignation

An HR Manager from one of our clients has resigned, this news comes shocking and unexpected. He works for the company for over a decade, my brief encounters with him gave the impression that he prefers other brokers than us.

My boss and manager rejoiced at the news, feeling the obstable and opposition have been cleared together with his departure. Well... I should have feel good as well, as strategically he really did gave us a hard time. But I had a bit sympathy towards him, apparently he was a hard working and loyal staff, just that he is unable to find support in the management board.

We guessed he left due to internal conflicts, his former boss and alliances left one by one, we think he was the last one from 'the other party'.

Interesting to note the extreme reactions to the same piece of news, I've got a soft hand which is fatal in business, as no one will feel sorry when your rival vaporized.

End of July

Here comes the end of July, over half of 2005... cannot recall any significant events happened, I guessed everyone is just too busy. Too busy in everything.

I need to plan a better and organized life for myself, it is just too miserable to wait for others to enlight my life.

Mission Accomplished!!~

Tough

Sorting through the notes in the coming semester, I understand why the passing rate is relatively low for this subject. Getting a good pass appears to be tough and yet it ignites my surge to overcome, so challenge me~

Yoga

First lesson of Yoga, feeling relaxed in a dance studio which has full view of IFC II, and do not feel embarrassed in doing some absurd body movements... haa~

The lesson proved to be much more enjoyable with your presence.

Friday Night

I guessed anyone will be scared off if they met me last Friday night. Honestly I did not do it purposely, I was not intentionally wanted to make you worry. I hope you will understand after the night-long explanation.

How will you expect one to react when their territory is being threatened? The right expression is "I feel I was being threatened", rather than I feel jealous or so. Whether you like her or not, clues and her actions just made me nervous. The fact that she is your very good friend just intensify the nervousness.

I wished I have explained myself well enough in that state, and I hope you have tried to understand my position. If I have the power to control myself from refraining the search, trust me I have used it for a long time, longer than you have imagined. Now it just comes to the place where suppression will only crush me, I would rather choose to face the problem head on.

I am sorry.
You are sorry.

St Paul's Convent School - 150 Anniversay

Modern Home Ed. Room and the corridor outside 7P, where we used to play taichi. Now it can be divided into individual small study rooms with seperate air conditioners!!!


















Renovated toilets with auto water tap + soap + tissues. The old old telephone is still here!

This is specially dedicated to Ms. Yap Yap, as Wanda was here but you missed the 150 anniversary, you have to wait for another 10 years~~~~ Short videos are available upon request (politely).

Stay Calm

Just wrote around 200 words in condemning myself, but so far no one says I was wrong except myself. I dunno how to think... to be sensible or to be selfish, unfortunately I am in the middle. In the middle where I got no place to land, with no support.

But I have decided to put it all into trust, not that this is the only solution, you deserve my trust more than anyone. Should I wrongly place my trust on you, then I deserve the hell.

Favourite Cursing Word

My favourite cursing word is used to be 'f*ck'.

But now... I uncontrollably want to say 'SHIIIIIIIIIIITTTTTTTTT!!!!!!!!!!'

Sorry if you have been offended... but I am deeply troubled, disturbed, disoriented... SHIT!

...

Used to feel triumph after finished reading a book, but this feeling has been replaced by a feeling of lost. It might be the story itself was kind of sad, boring... or I was not in the mood.

While I was reading the final pages, I was being interupted by an unexpected arrival of a postcard from Las Vegas. Very few people will send me postcards / letters without me asking for it, and fewer will not do the same even with my request.

Warnings!

My body warns me that I am in an extremely stressful state for the past few months... the problem is I dun feel it even it is onto me. It's the 'invisible pressure' that can crash you down gradually without you noticing it... ...

Guardian Angel

Listen 童話 by 光良, and I remembered when I was 1x, I used to dream to have a "Guardian Angel". Guardian Angel is someone always by my side, always lend a hand when I am in need. Used to feel proud to have one, but now I just want to be one.

"我要變成童話裡 你愛的那個天使 張開雙手 變成翅膀守護你
你要相信 相信我們會像童話故事裡 幸福和快樂是結局

我會變成童話裡 你愛的那個天使 張開雙手 變成翅膀守護你
你要相信 相信我們會像童話故事裡 幸福和快樂是結局 一起寫我們的結局"