A Mirage...

I have been thinking a lot my status quo lately. Apparently I have a nice job, with handsome salary (at least I feel so), helpful supervisors, lots of exposures & opportunities, not-too-bad colleagues and more importantly, a foreseeable promising prospect. These are what graduates hope for their first job.

I am not sure whether it is human nature that they do not treasure too much on things offered to them?? or that I am not really interested in my job?? or that I simply do not like working??

Even so, I cannot quit my job due to :
(1) Financial Concerns
my bro will go to university in 3 years time and we have a mortgage to repay

(2) Job Replacement
insecure feelings pilled up that the new job might not be better off than this one

(3) Self Uncertainty
I am not sure the real reason for not wanting to be here

My heart wants to quit, or at least change the job, but various objectivities show no support to my idea. I want to back to campus full time and study for Arts and History and Psychology and Literature... no matter this crazy thinking is originated from my yarning to go back to the shelter of schools or my pursue of true knowledge. This is only a mirage in the air, what you see might be real, but its existence is much farther than you pictured.