A Real Dream?

In the dream, I was standing on the sidewalk, I saw someone walking towards me, his face & feature were extremely familiar. A surge of warmth filled me and yet fear also came along because I was afraid he would disappear when I blinked. So I tried very hard to keep my eyes open.

He walked pass me very quickly, the worry of him going away took over me. So I ran after him and tried to grab his arm, but at the same time I would expect him to dissolve when I touched him. Finally I reached him and he was till there!!! He then turned around....

Hello there my grandpa!!

This was the second time we met in the blurry space that separate us. It feels so real in the dream and I feel so sad in real life.

My First Chocolate Cookies + Blueburry Muffins

Yum!!!~

Paranoid

Doctor asked me to perform a blood test today. I don't want to be a paranoid, but I am actually afraid... not worried. Thanks for being beside me.