生命靈數

你是個和善而固執的人，對人生有自己獨特的想法，和理想中的生活方式，會非常頑固的堅守自己的信念，實際上就是固執。外表看起來好像與人相處十分隨和，其實心裡想的都是自己的事情，並且多半會照著自己的想法努力去實現理想。如果想成為頂尖的佼佼者，在你的專業領域中有輝煌的成就，通常有六、七成的機率可以實現，但是在這麼高的成功率背後，卻也如影隨形的潛伏著激烈的危機，不得不注意喔！

在情感上，對朋友講義氣，感情付出很多，而且對你的另一半非常好，雖然外表看不太出來，其實你內心深藏有孤獨感。這與你的固執有關，越固執則越好強，越好強則對感情要求越高，提醒你好強對事業或許有幫助，但是對感情一點也沒有幫助。　　

「不要太期待對方」是給你的建言，你可能習慣依賴對方來得到良好的成就，雖然事業上的合作運還不錯，但不論在愛情或事業上，真正要獲得成功，凡事先要自我要求，確信自己最終必能達成目標，如果一直都是在期待對方的行動和給予，最後可能會導致一場空喔！ 　　

你的生命目標是開發一些讓自己能獲得成長，或者與人一起完成有理想性的事情。由於你的人生本質裡充滿著關懷、熱情，和強烈的自我意識，因此從幼年時期、青少年時期開始，你就會想到很多與人生相關的問題，但是你必須經過一段很長的歷程，磨掉你心中的執著和個性，一直到思想成熟以後，才會了解自己的個性，而慢慢地看見清澈的心靈，漸漸明白自己需求的生命境界，和值得努力追求的東西，你的人生才會穩定安靜下來，潛心在心靈的修為上，並開始感覺到尋找一個心靈契合的伴侶，是最重要的人生大事，因此你很重視和伴侶間的心靈交流，往往會堅持找到人生中的靈魂伴侶，才會結婚，因此晚婚的機率很大。

在職業上，你也會偏向服務性質的工作，以發揮自己關懷、熱心的本能。你的性格特徵是熱情，也就是遇到事情會很狂熱，一頭栽入，但是對事物有選擇性，有興趣的事情會去做，沒有興趣的就不管。你的優點是擁有熱情的精神，肯為對方奉獻，缺點則是常常無法掌控自己的行為，以及強烈的自我意念，尤其是跟對方有衝突的時候，因為無法掌控自己，自己的某些意念常會突然的冒出來，使得事態變得更嚴重。　　

你的潛能在於溝通協調，雖然你所講的道理自己不一定做得到，可是會幫助別人釐清問題的癥結。你在人生運勢上，經常會面對並解決許多人際關係上的事物，由於你的應變能力極佳，並富有強烈的服務精神，非常了解人與人之間的微妙的道理，以及如何達到平衡性，所以能夠幫助別人做協調工作，適合從事公司人事方面的工作。

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I Need to Talk

People says, when you give, don't expect any return.

Am I demanding too much?
Or I am not entitled to it at the first place?
Or I am making a big fuss of something minor?
Or I am looking for a return that will never be realized?

I need to talk.

Why?

I have not been feeling like this. No rage, no anger, only disappointment, and I don't feel too sad about being disappointed...

Busy is your reason or excuse, so the request has already been reduced to a simple task which takes your extremely valuable 50 seconds. And yet, it has been ignored, again, again and again.

Guess I have been disappointed continuously that I no longer feel disappointed about any disappointment anymore.

Troubled

My colleague looked at the photo on my staff card which had taken 2 years ago, he stared at it for 5 seconds, looked up and made the following comment :-

"You looked trouble-free in that picture."

Straight to the point. I could only reply, "Yes. I am troubled now."

Priceless Smile

You know what? The contented smile worths a million. Not that it is rarely seen, but it reflects truely from the heart. It is just a different smile, it is a mixture of happiness, satisfaction, proud, appreciation, and more.

These might not be your intend, but these are what I see, or at least what I want myself to see.

Drop It

If writing an address is that difficult, then just drop it. This isn't an action of someone who cares. For a trivial request that only takes 5 minutes and yet it presents such an enormous reluctance, I doubt that any greater can be achieved... I just doubt it.

Being in a relationship isn't only doing things that one person likes, if so, then this person will be much better off by living alone.

It hurts to see argument is built upon the tiniest thing, and a request comes almost like a begging.

Seriousness

My brother has the ability to turn a serious conversation into a casual one, and yet maintain the essence of the discussion. This is the skill that I do not possess and find it difficult to learn.

One or two appropriate jokes not only make the atmosphere less tense, it can easily knock down the invisible defense wall of participants.

I do not know to do this tactfully, I am just too serious.

戒驕戒燥

I will remember this.

Who Moved My Cheese?

Too much interference made myself cannot think properly, once I cannot reason, my intuition will take the lead, and the final decision is usually uncomprehensible by others.

I am a person with low mobility, not that I cannot accomodate to new environment, but if I have a choice, I don't want drastic change. In good terms, this is stability and steadiness.

I am like the mouse that is satified with its own cheese in the corner, and the other one is inviting it to join the adventure for exploration inside the maze. Ahead are uncertainties, adoptations, challenges, stresses, opportunities, knowledges... should I take this chance drop down from the sky?

Should I look for my cheese?

Meaningless or not

If I were to force or trick someone into doing something I want, everything becomes meaningless though the goal has been achieved. This might be appeared stupid to result-oriented people, this is one of my principles. But... ai....